It hurts knowing that I can’t see you
Sometimes I wish I never met you
All those times I spent and all those memories I made with you
Tell me, how am I really supposed to forget you?
Tell me how I’m not gonn think about you
Tell me how when our songs play I won’t see you
You really think I’m supposed to forget you?
Forget everything that we been through?
It’s hard knowing that we can’t act like we used to
Play games and act stupid like we used to
Whole time I knew it was supposed to be you
Knew God had a plan for me and you
But I guess it didn’t turn out how it was supposed to
Like how you and me were supposed to be
During the time I thought God wanted me to get close to you
But you know, God had a different plan for me and you
Maybe God wanted me to meet you so that I could learn a thing or two from you
Learn how to make myself a better woman for you
But how am I supposed to when I’m supposed to be doing that for God?
Maybe the whole time His plan was for me never to meet you physically
Maybe He wanted you to be there for me mentally
I want to disagree, but that can’t be
Because I really don’t know all the plans that God has for me
But I promise I think and pray about you every night
Never let a prayer about you skip my mind
I know you’re hustling and you’re on our grind
But know that spiritually, I’m by your side
I wish I got to meet you physically
But maybe that’s just not how it was meant to be
I want to know one thing though: tell me, do you think about me?
I guess I’ll never know what you truly think about me
But know that even if I’m not there physically, then I’m going to be there spiritually